i'd have to pull a topic out of my hat and dissect it to death. no pun intended. like suicide. i think i'm still in the running on that one
i did some moving things around today. i could talk about that. it was an activity, and one that generated a lot of grief. well, not grief, but emotion. ya, it generated a lot of emotion. not the kind you would wanna expose your mother to. that type. but i did feel something while i was moving files around, and updating dns records, for the 2nd time. i let support @mydomain know about it too. in a nicely worded letter. but they need to fix this. it's not pointing to krak yet. it's still pointing to home.mchsi.com.
well, things should be one way, and they're another way. and that rarely sits well with me. i dont get bent out of shape over it, but suffice it to say that i can get emtional about it. there's that word again. emotional. strange word when you think about it. baggage is the other thing that comes to mind when i say emotional. i wonder why that is. not really, but it felt nice to have said it.
it's time for bed. i keep wondering what it would feel like poppoin those pills. gah, 30 pills, i think i got about 40. i dont know. i haven't counted them. i'm sure i'm gonna have an earful later in the week - tuesday to be exact. when my doctor appointment is. i'll bet kristie told him somehow, and he's going to get involved. i wish he would just goahead and drop his patients and feed 'em to the wolves. it aint gonna bother me any.
what'd i tell ya? i didn't have anything on my mind tonite to post. and i had to pull what i did ge34t down out of my ass. now watch, that word will bounce me from 'the list'. these nanny prorams have me, MOI, blacklisted. i don't know for sure why, what word in particular they had a problem with, but i don't see anything wrong with the site. you check it ==> http://www.farpoint.org.
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