i'ts 2121 anbd i feek kuje iu have a cracjed ribb.  i hurt to high heaven.  smoked the rest of the joint that i started earlier today.  tried to eat chkn noodle soup, and didnt get much down.  vomited up what i tried.  called around to find out who knew what happend this past week, and couldnt get a ripe version from anybody.  neither theresa, nor linda, could give me a synopsis for this week. all i know is i hurt in everypart of my body.  3 loads of pain meds didnt' help.  i'll take another roune before i go to bed.

11:49 CDT and i'm can't sleep

well, after checking all my mail, mail that i really didn't need to read, i thought i'd post and update.

i'm still in Mayo's St. Mary's Hospital, almost ready to be released. it's been a trip, which is putting it lightly. what got me here you say? well, being drunk as a skunk without a drop of alcohol. i could barely walk when we got here for my regular doctor's appointment. it was like someone put a spell on me, and hit me with a slinger. could not walk, i could talk and was coherent, but i just could not walk. so they admitted me.

so after a gazillion tests, they find out there's nothing wrong with me, except my underlying problem that brought me here. oh fudge. nothing to diagnose. at least it's giving me a glimpse into the operations of an emergency room at this hospital.

Mayo has been nice to me tho. not a thread of unjust treatment. they've all been professional and courteous. but nothing takes the place of my home. and i've got diva to think about. she's probably missing me more than i'm missing her. well, not quite as much, because i miss her like hell. since monday night, i've been pampered and treated with a royal touch. Mayo, afterall, attracts dignataries and heads of state. it's a top noch hospital/clinic.

so my life has pretty much been put on hold for a bit. all because of my inability to walk from the parking garage. they asked about drugs, and tested me for them all, but they only got a pot hit on me, to which i admitted that i smoked a bit the morning i left for rochester. but at least i'm able to get online with the find folks at efnet. (http://chat.efnet.org).

so after a gazillion tests, they are unable to find out why this happened. like, they can't tell me for sure what happened that caused me to lose control of my legs. they were able to discount almost every disease in the book. which makes me happy that they couldn't diagnose the situation with any certainty.

so i'm sitting here at 23:30 CDT, drinking coffee after being woke up to take a pill, i just couldn't return to sleep. maybe this was all supposed to happen. giving it a trial run. we'll see. so, until later.

11:40 CDT. amd o cam

i'm in Rochester's Mayo Clinic

and i'm really tired of being away from diva. i got up here on monday, for some stupid reason, i lost control of my legs and couldn't walk from the parking lot to the doctor's office. so i had a wheel my way in. went to my doctor's office, and in the meantime, i get hooked up with emergency services, who directed us elsewhere. so they put me in a private room, and told me to relax and enjoy myself.

so i stayed the nite thinking i would be able to go home tomorrow, but nope, that is not what these doctors had in mind. they continued to test me and test me, but found nothing. my symptoms had died off and i can control my legs now. making me just like everybody else. but no, these doctors are infatuated at geting to the bottom of things. why that happend couldn't be answered.

dau 3. i'm more tha ready to go home. theyu still cant figure out what happened. so what, is what i say. lets just move on. what do you think?

12 hour screwup

i awoke this morning finding not just one computer, or two computers, but both laptops AND the mac were reporting time that was 12 hours behind the real time.  the mac was getting fed the time from Apple Americas/U.S. (time.apple.com).  i dont know what the fuck is going on, certainly my laptops dont use time.apple.  they use some observatory out in colorado, i think.  anyway, all my logs are wrong.  oh well.  i'm goin to rochester today to the mayo clinic.  that outta be fun.  so until i get back, hang loose.