the afterlife, part II

wow, i just read yesterday's post.  see, i don't 'proof' these things.  proofing is for girls.  i don't like being edited either.  but i know it's necessary at times.  i did want to tslk about the afterlife..  so i'm continuing with some disscussion on the afterlife.

i think there's another life that we're all a part of.    our souls transcend from the body at death. death is the gateway in the transition onto a wonderful place.  is that place earth?  or another planet?  whereever it is, i believe it's as real as reality is.  humans are transformed apes, no?   but getting back to the topic, afterlife.  it's real.  i think we can all agree on that one.  it's wonderful.  i think most would agree on that one.  what else.  i can't think of anything i missed.

right at death i believe, you cease to exist in the physical worlld.  it'd be nice if they treated the body with some dignity.  but for that split second, there was a transition of the soul, where does it go?  it must eat something. 

the afterlife

well, the afterlife.  what a broad subject that could be.  is there life, er "life" after death?  or is death  only the dicontinuation of life?  that you cease to exist by any means.  is there really a heaven out there?  a hell?  and can God only be an alien?  these are the type of questions i really would apppreciate your answer to.  or do you believe that we have souls.  and that our soul will live on?  i would need something of physical proof of anything after death. and i'm afraid it's impossible.

i believe that we have souls.  that all of our souls are linked together by a force.  a force that is so powerful, it can move planets off their orbit.    i figure we outta consider what the afterlife is all about if for no other reason than to  satisfy that need 

more later, gotta run out the door.  i'll post more this afternoon.

the gestapo lives

so a couple of days ago, i get a knock on the door.  out there in the cold were a sherriff's deputy clutching a few papers, and a lady from mercy home care.  some supervisor or something.  anyway, i let them take me to 5 east, which is the psych ward and it's secured.  so in essence you're an inmate.

i was able to explain to the judge in a hearing the next day, that i was only writing as the character of a story i'm doing and to provoke discussion on suicide.  it was the only way i'd get out of lockup.

this an affront to free speech.  it's not like yelling fire in a theatre.  this is more like i want to talk about suicide, and i'll write as someone who's suicidal.  i basically want a record of what happens in my life.  posting rants does that for me.  i wish it didn't have to be this way, but i'm feeling pretty bruised.  mercy has also dropped my services.  didn't want possible exposure from any lawsuit after my death.  really.   first they're so concerned about my well being, and then turn around and drop all of my services (i've been with them for 8 years).

SHAME ON YOU margo neal and connie morrison.  shame on you.  you could have said we're discontinuing service with you AS SOON AS WE FIND SOMEONE ELSE.  which takes all of 5 minutes on the phone.  boy i tell ya, as soon as i heard this, i was telling my friend @ mercy -where i was from tuesday afternoon to friday morning = they thought i was suicidal before, now i'm REALLY suicidal.  gah.

frankly, i'd love to write whatever i wanna write.  but i also wanna be free and in my own house.  so is poopy worth it?  i wanna say yes.   but i think i'll wait for comments (email) to see what the census is on this   so if you wanna write me with your concerns that's fine.  i'll continue to read your mail.   but i don't know how i'm going to proceed with the posting.  i hope to come to a decision on that issue later tonite.  hopefully.

in the meantime, check out some stuff on the internet.