a view from the top

i feel like i'm on top of the world, looking down at a planet so blue and rich with life. then i wake up. and that's when reality settles in for a long stay. spoze to be a cold winter this year. i've done my part, and bought some longjohns. hopefully the boots i bought back in 89 still fit. they did last year, and i only gained about 10 lbs since. it's amazing, i weigh in a healty 185 range, give or take a few ounces.

ya, i've gained some weight, and i really don't understand where it came from ... my diet isn't at all conducive to weight gain. although i do love my ice cream. but still, the amount of food i put away is nothing compared to what i would eat 5 years ago. i used to make meals with bread, butter, salad/soup, entree with potatoes and vegetables with my steak or hamburger(i'd make fries instead). but pittance of what i used to eat. i wish the doctors would have some answers for me, but they don't.

they can't explain my counts, they can't explain my weight gain, and they are noticeably silent when i ask them about that week i stayed in st. mary's up there the middle of april. i tell ya, to this day, i can't remembedr opne iota of my time in that hospital. nothing comes to mind when i see pictures of it in rochester mayo. i've quizzed my doctor about it, and he just mumlbes that everything went fine and i passed all my tests. yet they werew unable to give me a diagnosis. that's the one thing that bothers me about rochester. there are a couple of other things that i'm disturbed about with them.

but this isn't a post about mayo. if ity was i'd be pressed to mention things that would require too much thinking on my part. and right now my mind is on writing about something else.

i'm happy about my invites to be friends are getting returned and accepted. thanks guys. youi've kept me from slamming society as a whole. i hope you enjoy yourselves with my wit, provided i can type reasonably well. i welcome all comments,. have always, but nobody reads what i type. there's theresa collins that seems to treat me well. she makes me happy and again doesn't lend herselve to play a bad part of society. she's got that truth from the heart thing going on. others, like linda, cole, jenny, and even ty. ty even referred to me as step dad, which almost gave me a hardon. if you'd see him, you would react as i.

some twety minutes later...

i think i'll close this now. i've about all out of poop for tonite., but i should get back into the habit of keeping this up to date more often than i have been ... a poopy post a day keeps the doctors away, yay hay.

-leQ