my pussy is out tonite.

my cat, Diva, is spending the night down at the local vet's place.  took her in today to see what could be done about her not eating for the last 4 days.  today's the first i could get her in to see a doctor.  they kept her to do blood work on her.  hopefully she'll eat something there, and maybe i jus have to change the food.  i dunno.  i'll ask tomorrow.  i get her back after lunch.  plus i have another appt at 1345, with that leeann nelson over at mercy 5 south.  that should be interesting.

but ya, my pussy cat is out of the house, first time in 11 years.  since she was out all night when i got her fixed.  so ya, 11 years.  10 for sure.  she'll turn 11 in april.  i say april 15, taxday.  but it's the first time she's been away from me for that period of time.  i can take pills to get to sleep, i wonder if she'll get any rest.  hopefully she'll jus sleep this all off.  and that she'll be happy tomorrow and back to her own self.  if wishes were fishes.

because, i tell ya, if it were a serious matter and they told me that they would have to put her down (riding with linda who jus went thru this with rufus).  a bit extreme yes, but i tell ya, if something were to take place and take her away fronm me, i'd kill myself without a bat of the eye.  hands down.  didn't have to think about it.  i know i wouldn't be able to go on without her.  and why would i wanna replace her.  i believe when i die, i'll be one with the dead ones.  i jus wish i could see what their normal day would look like.  time is different there.  so maybe i'll not recognize the hour that would be taking place in our lives now.  it's hard to think of what the world would be like minus time.  imagine that.

i'm happy to report that diva has no problems in her liver, and other organs they usually check for when they take blood.  wbc was one of the tests, and all was in guidelines.  so nothing stood out.  hopefully they'll find a way for diva to eat.  even if it's just a little bit.  if she would just taste what you offer her, it would make me smile.  but i have a feeling she'll jus race to her box in her room.  i'll know tomorrow.

at least it's something to live for huh.