go ask alice - sing along time

the name of this song isn't go ask alice, or anything about alice. it's about a white rabbit... hence the title to this classic, white rabbit.

One pill makes you larger

And one pill makes you small,

And the ones that mother gives you

Don't do anything at all.

Go ask Alice

When she's ten feet tall.

And if you go chasing rabbits

And you know you're going to fall,

Tell 'em a hookah smoking caterpillar

Has given you the call.

Call Alice

When she was just small.

When the men on the chessboard

Get up and tell you where to go

And you've just had some kind of mushroom

And your mind is moving low.

Go ask Alice

I think she'll know.

When logic and proportion

Have fallen sloppy dead,

And the White Knight is talking backwards

And the Red Queen's "off with her head!"

Remember what the dormouse said:

"Feed your head. Feed your head. Feed your head"

-jefferson airplane

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WANNqr-vcx0&feature=related

can't get into facebook, fuckers

i hate their webmaster for making it do damn difficult to login, and/or prove my identity. those sons of bitches have locked me out since i've been out of the hospital. and that's a whole week now. so i thought i'd post what i wanted to say in here. at least blogger's got google's credentials-matching. hell, if google practiced the same 'security' bullshit that facebook is using, i'd REALLY be pissed off, instead of just being annoyed. no it's more than being annoyed, i'm pissed off with facebook, and i let their webmaster know it too. calling him a fucking twit about 30 times in an email. hah. oh well. fuck 'em.

so what was i going to post? oh ya, my annoyance with youtube's new channel gui. yuk. i like the old style better. and i saw nowhere to let them know it. their loss.

i'm making mp3 out of all my videos on youtube. found a site that does it for free, and they're amazingly fast, too. it's makeitmp3.com. try it. you'll be glad you found it.

i'm sitting here listening to all the music i'm converting. getting tired of the same old songs, somewhat.i luv the music. but like anything, only in moderation. i've got COPS on the tv, muted of course. makes for nice video to the music. once in a while it syncs up. which is fun. wish i could capture the video. but i've got one of those emachines, that sold real cheap @ best buy. my house was robbed of every electronic device i had. that included 2 big lcd tvs, a mac, and a laptop, a sony vaio laptop. and external drives, my router. my vonage device. left me only the monitors, why, i have NO idea. but i'm glad i had them. so all i needed was a new cpu. and speakers, of course. i was able to put that on a credit card, so all i'm doing is paying it off over time. which helps. since my walllet was taken. and they emptied my bank account somehow. spent like over $400 at stores in des moines. fuck 'em. i gave both mason city police - who are totally worthless when it comes to doing their jobs. they never put my car, which was taken as well, on the network as being stolen. so when they recovered it almost a month later in des moines - it got towed on 4/12, and they notified me on the 26th. des moines police were never aware of it being stolen. fuck MCPD. i like cops, but these guyz proved themselves to not be worthy of wearing the uniform.

something i'd make if i had a million bux

is an mp3 player (not a phone, but a nano type player) that would be 4G capable.

wow, a whole month of NOTHING

well, i think what i'm gonna post tonite about, will be concerning cars. automobiles to be exact. personal automobiles. i basically come from a city (new york) where cars aren't as necessary as they are in iowa. 'sides, my license was cancelled in 2000, for coming up 79 days short of fulfilling my requirement to have an intoxilizer installed in my car. i sold the thing, and didn't think twice about being short. anyway, i never knew they cancelled it. so i continued to rent hertz cars. i think i even got a renewed license back in 2005. so what gives?

i'm driving a hertz car and get into a bumper bump while in the drive-up windows as the downtown taco john's by some woman who was like all fussy and insisting that we call the cops. so she does just that. finally the cop came down, and spoke to me, then spoke to her. the cop comes back and tells me she's keeping my license because it was cancelled. no reason, nothing. i was livid. plus, i get a ticket for no insurance - i didn't know it was in the glove box of this rental. so no production of docs, means ticketeroo. i go to court and have it dismissed, obvious reasons. why would hertz not be insured to the tilt with their cars? there's no requirement of adding additional insurance, although for a fee you can have protection for the car.

this was all because when the dot punished me for an OWI back in 1999, and i sold my car before the winter. anyway, so in order to get my license back, i had to (1) buy a car; (2) get insurance, which usually requires a license, which usually requires insurance. see the catch 22 one gets in with the DOT? anyway, so i went out and bought a car for $400. a jalopy, something, to allow an install of that blower. then, oh get this, as soon as the blower gets installed, i can't get my car to run. it dies when letting up on the gas.

i live right next to my cousin gary. he's a stock car driver, and his son, scotty, followed in his dad's footsteps and races for a few seasons. did well too. anyway, so scotty has a auto repair shop, and i had it towed from the installation site to the auto repair shop of scotty's. for 6 days, scotty couldn't determine why it was doing what it was doing. so he said to take it to charlies. a friend intervened and said to take it to coopers, a well known expert on car engines.

they had it for six weeks.

in the sixth week, and after 2 emails, i find out that the blower people had been up and removed the device. all on their own. iow, they removed it 10 days early... day 69 of 79. that's why the dot is all up in arms about me getting this done. hell i'm up in arms about it.

now i'm stuck with a useless car - it runs, but you have to coax it in the beginning. it's junk. i know it, and i'm prepared to deal with it. oh and the kicker? AII (affordable ignition interlock), the blower people, refuse to install it in the same vehicle, so i either get a new car, or find a friend willing to put up with a blower for 10 days. this is where you get to know your TRUE friends.,

time for an update, plus, i'm a bit drunk

this is a fine spot i've got myself into. drunk, alone, and nobody home. anywhere. so i got tnt on, and watching CSI. i like that show. it's got all the markings for a good & long gig. almost like law & order, what with tnt's incessant broadcasting of it. don't get me wrong, i like law & order, and am thrilled when i see an episode i've never seen. but those are few and far between.

I'm drinking screwdrivers. i rarely drink anything with fruit juice in it, unless it's for breakfast. but liquor and i go waaay back, and we've been known to tie a few on. living in new york from 1980-2000, i was known for the drink i drank... jack, splash, twist in a mug. it really rolls off your tongue when you say it faster. but ya, jacks and i go very well together. never had a hangover on 'em, but blackouts? definitely. sometimes freekishly so. scary too. but i knew god was on my shoulder. or at least one of his angels.

speaking of angels, have any of you watched a show called supernatural? the two stars, jared and jenson, are my boys. they don't know it yet, but they've gotten me through some tough times. sometimes nothing will work, so jerk off, and all is well. anyway, angels are the beacons of heaven. they're the ones that watch out for our human frailty. the condition known as love, or lust, is a powerful tool. can be used for good or evil. and sometimes, rarely so, can it furnish fruitful contemplation on both good and evil. those are the cherished times, later in life.

anyway, i believe we all have our 'guardian angel'... a force that reckons with the reality of the situation and somehow gets your through it. how many times have you thought to yourself, god, i must be crazy, how in hell does this happen to me? all i can say is that SHIT HAPPENS. it's how we deal with it, that makes a difference in how our angels look out for us. i mean, one can be totally in denial and assume everything can be controlled by ones self. or one can be standing in the light, knowing that you've got good karma to back you up. and worries are meaningless emotions

so what does all this have to do with me, you might ask. well, let's see if i can put this in simple terms. God is the accumulative asset within all of us. through the thick and thin, it's the God in us that pulls us through. you didn't really believe that it was all because of YOU now, did ya? in a way, that would be true, but i like to think that God only happens when there is more than one of us.

the ice has melted in my drink. so i'll bid you adieu. or good night. or something sweet.

Rasputin sing along

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj-WdGoXmEY&feature=related

sing long:

There lived a certain man in Russia long ago

He was big and strong, in his eyes a flaming glow

Most people looked at him with terror and with fear

But to Moscow chicks he was such a lovely dear

He could preach the bible like a preacher

Full of ecstacy and fire

But he also was the kind of teacher

Women would desire

RA RA RASPUTIN

Lover of the Russian queen

There was a cat that really was gone

RA RA RASPUTIN

Russia's greatest love machine

It was a shame how he carried on

He ruled the Russian land and never mind the czar

But the kasachok he danced really wunderbar

In all affairs of state he was the man to please

But he was real great when he had a girl to squeeze

For the queen he was no wheeler dealer

Though she'd heard the things he'd done

She believed he was a holy healer

Who would heal her son

(Spoken:)

But when his drinking and lusting and his hunger

for power became known to more and more people,

the demands to do something about this outrageous

man became louder and louder.

"This man's just got to go!" declared his enemies

But the ladies begged "Don't you try to do it, please"

No doubt this Rasputin had lots of hidden charms

Though he was a brute they just fell into his arms

Then one night some men of higher standing

Set a trap, they're not to blame

"Come to visit us" they kept demanding

And he really came

RA RA RASPUTIN

Lover of the Russian queen

They put some poison into his wine

RA RA RASPUTIN

Russia's greatest love machine

He drank it all and he said "I feel fine"

RA RA RASPUTIN

Lover of the Russian queen

They didn't quit, they wanted his head

RA RA RASPUTIN

Russia's greatest love machine

And so they shot him till he was dead

(Spoken:) Oh, those Russians...

my weekend

well, after a weekend of fun, i had a fender bender accident (got rear ended in a drive thru at the local taco johns). the lady who hit me saw mjy ny plates (it was a hertz car) and started screaming bloody murder. that's right, the witch who hit me was screaming as if she was bleeding. the cops came and took a report, erroneously noting that there was damage - 400 to my car and 100 to hers. there was NO damage, it was barely a tap on the shoulder. anyway, i have a feeling that i'm gonna be paying thru the nose on this one. it's not right, but something tells me that i'm gonna have a problem with this whole mess. oh, and on top of that, cops said my license has been cancelled. i dropped my jaw, and asked why, but she couldn't tell me. the next day tho i calld DOT, and they's saying that i didn't complete my intoxilyzer on my car. that i still had 70 days to go. this was in 1999. since then, i've owned 2 cars, and had my license renewed since then. and now the DOT is sticking it to me with this nonsense.

so that was the ending to what would have been a great weekend. here's a big FUCK YOU dot.

hallelujah! !

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One time around the block
Two times around the clock
Three times, don't cross the little lady (lady)

So pretty and, oh, so bold
Got a heart full of gold on a lonely road
She said, "I don't even think that God can save me" (save me)

(Am I) gainin' ground
(Am I) losin' face
(Have I) lost and found my saving grace
Thankful for the gift my angels gave me

Born alone, we die alone
'n' I'm just sittin' here by the phone
Waitin' for the Lord to send my callin'

Street wise from the boulevard
Jesus only knows that she tries too hard
She's only tryin' to keep the sky from fallin'

("How'd you know my name"
"God sent me"
"God sent you"
"Yes")

Any man who says it's Heaven and Hell
Prob'ly got somethin' useless to sell
You ask me if I'm saved, but what's it to ya?

Blow a quarter, cop another eight
You're runnin' out of high, you're losin' your faith
Throw your hands up and scream, "Hallelujah"

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Amen

("You're headed for hell, Grace
But God's givin' you one last chance
He sent me to help ya
Ha, ha, ha, ha")

One time around the sun
Another year older and my work ain't done
It's time for me to write the final chapter (chapter)

Deal the cards and roll the dice
Sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll are my only vice
Tryin' to figure out just what's here after (here after)

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Amen

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my horoscope for today

and i never let myself get all caught up in the details of these things... but when they sound so right, it's really hard to dismiss it outright.

anyway, i thought i'd post it for timekeeper's sake.

The Sun's return to your nurturing sign should feel refreshing, yet anxiety is difficult to avoid because so much is up in the air right now. You might find that even well thought out plans still need revision to adapt them to the unexpected changes. But making small modifications may be more complicated than just scrapping your previous idea and starting all over again. Today, radical action could offer you the best shot at getting what you want.

http://www.twittascope.com/?sign=4

on the Phantom, Syfy's blockbuster 2 part pilot

and i hope it's a pilot to a new series. we need more superhero stuff especially on syfy. they're done with universe, let them start on the phantom. i pulled this from an interview lead character ryan carnes did..."Have you heard anything about if Syfy’s serious about creating an ongoing Phantom series? We’ve heard nothing definitive from Syfy. From the beginning, this was shot as a backdoor pilot and the intention was to just see how it goes and how it’s received. Now it’s going to air and have its big premiere, and the more who watch it and tune in, the better chance it has of going to a series.' (from HERE)

so, i hope everybody who watched it tonite, makes a lot of noise.

what to type...

when you have anything to say? do you go through with it, or do you put it off until you DO have something interesting to add to the flow of things. but ya see, that's why i only have maybe 16 followers, and i follow 24. the right size for just a taste of what's out there, and still maintain my comfortable self, i'm not 24/7 on facebook/ twitter. i do maybe 20 minutes all day, broken up into tiny checks and a smattering of posts. there's that occasional piece of actual work that pops it's head in once in a while.

wanna laugh your ass off?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LF-9gVWtx8Q&feature=player_embedded

and fukn facebook now, get this:
it wont load in chrome, the error i get is this:
This webpage has a redirect loop.

The webpage at http://facebook.com/#!/home.php?sk=lf has resulted in too many redirects. Clearing your cookies for this site or allowing third-party cookies may fix the problem. If not, it is possibly a server configuration issue and not a problem with your computer.

Here are some suggestions:
Reload this web page later.
Learn more about this problem.
More information on this error

so i tried opera, which is my browser that should connect when chrome cant, and the page is all twistewd with fields overlapping text, and columns not display in columns. IE wont display the paged at all, and gives no reason as to why - typical bill gates.

so i dunno what the fuck. i only got that one link, but hopefully it'll work for you.

well, chrome just gave me this: Error 310 (net::ERR_TOO_MANY_REDIRECTS): There were too many redirects.

too many redirects? wtf?:??

(on edit): opera was able to get to the 'bottom' of the page, which has this gem:
This stream is unavailable at this time. Please try again soon.

boy, i tell ya, between twitter and facebook, i'll bet they have half the traffic of the net going thru it at least once a day.

hey microsoft:

when is windows media player going to go blue? ya know, when will it support blu ray? as far as i'm concerned, and i'm sure a lot of users feel the same way, but we're way past time for WMP to catch up to the latest technologies.

what song is it?

am watching bones, and the episode is 'the suyperhero in the alley (2006). there's a scene where bones and seeley are in a bowling alley, and there's music plaing in the background. i immediately recognize the tune, somewhat, but haven't a clue as to what the title of the song is. I MUST FIND OUT, AS IT'S BUGGIN THE SHIT OUTTA ME.

anybody know?

google having a helluva time keeping things right with their browser. i'm a diehard chrome user, so it really pains me to say this: GOOGLE GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER. your apps are screwin up sending undeliverable messages to some phoney number instead of the one that was typed at the top of the form. gmail is telling me it cant deliver mail that's been going to the same address for years. it also is bouncing some of my mail as i have later discovered. that's about all i can take from you gmail, straighten up or i'll go resurrect yahoo. and yes, FIX CHROME before anything else.

watching the last episode of LOST.

and it'll be the first time i've watched it, for longer than 15 minutes. like the times before tonite, i always ended up being the one who gets lost. really. i thought tonite's finale was going to be more walking down memory lane. not even in the slightest.

if you don't know the plot, you're the one who's going to get LOST. folowing the storylines of how many people are there on this island? but 9/10 of what i saw tonite - between 20:55 - 21:22 (CDT), had to be from another era, in a different locale. maybe if someone were to explain it to me in simple terms, maybe i could appreciate it as much as some people do.

i'm more of a stargate kinda guy. and this was no stargate.

Quote of the Day

"Dream as if you were to live forever. Live as if you die today."
- James Dean -

i don't know who makes my cable box, but the damn thing is about the lowest tech possible. i ask ya, why can't it display display BOTH time and channel at the same time?

jeez, why doesn't it surprise me that those units would cost a whopping .015 (that's a penny and a half) more. who designs these things anyway? some hack in hackensack?

oh wait, i'm asking my cable company to do something right? that's a laugh.

from page 2238 of my diary.

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well, I cant get to www.mydomain.com. fuckers. twitter’s back tho. so ya lose one, ya gain one. all fo r nuttin I’ll bet. the 2^nd thing most annoying to me. the #1 most annoying thing ever? oh I’d have to go with driving 5mph in a 2lane hike thru the mountains. the curves on the road prevent you from doing anything more than 30mph for about 20 miles of winding road. an excellent thing to do when you’re drunk on margueritas, full on tostado chips and salsa/cheese, and more margueritas. then it was shot time. 5-6 shots, and we were ready (and willin) to go. mind you, I’ve only driven a school bus… um, no other time. nope. this is the first time I get behind the wheel of a yellow school bus. filled with screaming faggots on the streets in san Francisco, bright and shiny day. the beach was badass. ended up0 partying with some bikers. I mean, bikers and schoolbuses are just what the doc ordered. ;) anyway, it was time to go back and pick up everybody at their designated corners. luckily I had a map. and by god, I got ‘em all before 9pm. we we’re on the road home (on highway 1 abvout 70 miles north of the city.. I think I was able to pick up the interstate going over the bridge. somehow. ya, God was with me that night. thank god I said my prayers last nite.

%P.S. on edit at 2235%

THIS WAS A CUT AND PASTE JOB. i just needed to capture the moment. whether it did or not, i'll not know for some time before this will be used. no fret, what's time anyway.

hmmmm . . . . .

now i forgot what it was that i needed to record? darn it. oh well. i'l remember what it was, and fully

\oh yea.l http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&source=hp&q=map+of+a+county+that+would+like+to+venture+out.++who's+out+there%3F&aq=f&aqi=&aql=&oq=&gs_rfai=

TO: VIRGINMOBILE

from: you know who.

Subject: VM is playing funny with my money

can you explain why you deducted so much money from my bank last week? on 5/1 you deducted $8.44, then 3 days later you deducted $21.40, then 4 minutes later you deducted $5.00, oh and it gets better... only 9 hours after that, you deducted $10.00., what the hell are you doiing deducting so many times so mucfh money from my bank account. i see you can NOT trusted with my bank account information. from this point forward, any and all information you have related abnout my bank should be deleted from your computers. should i find that you have persisted to play funny with my money, i'll contact my lawyers, on both sides of the pond, and will pursue any legal action that may be necessary to ensure you keep your grubby little hands off my money., do i make my self CRYSTAL clear?? this of course after you remit the money you had no business taking.

fuckn facebook

i'd sure like to know what's going on when i cant get to facebook, and end up on this site:

Lundbladh

a message from an old flame

years ago, i'd have to say back before i was homeless, which would put it at about 1988 or so, i think it was around that time, i met a kid, whose name is robert clivilles. he lived in the projects on east 28th street in manhattan. it was an area that i went to to get drugs. anyway, he was in his bedroom on the 2nd floor with the windows open so the whole neighborhood could hear the music he was playing. he would practice dj'n for his gigs, which were parties held in different places in the lower east side. well, i fell for him immediately. a real hottie he was, but too young to do anything with, so i basically became friends with him, and helped him with his mixes by lending a critical ear, actually he didn't need much help as he was a star in my eyes already. to tell you the truth, he was teaching ME some things. scratching was still in it's infant stage, but he was starting to incorporate that technique long before it became the thing to do. anyway, i was still living with man parrish, but that was about to end.

i ended up moving in with an old working buddy, tom kinzy, who had a 2 bedroom spacious apartment on 7th avenue between 17th and 18th streets, on the grounde floor. it was a remarkable dwelling, featured in architectural digest. anyway, i remember one time when i invited rob and some friends over to the house where we got partied until the wee hours, and rob ended up sleeping in my new bed, even before i had a chance to sleep in it. i passed out before the others in tom's bed, so that's why i didn't approach either one of them with sex on my mind. iow, God saved me from getting involved with a minor.

anyway, there's many more memories i have of rob, and his cousin ricky. now ricky was more approachable, as i think he was older, not much, but older nonetheless, which made him legal age. but that's for another story, another time. back to rob.

i just happened to put his name in the search bar on facebook, and sure enough, his name bounced back rob's page, which is HERE. so i contacted him with a facebook message, and he replied right away (as i've learned since then, he's getting his notifications on his phone) with this nice note:

Robert Clivilles April 16 at 7:13am

What up D!!!!!

Of course I remember D Shimth..

Man it's been a while...

I'm still making music part time, I'm about to release a girl that probably will blow up with the hot music we created together.

How have you been D?

Some people told me you had passed away a long time ago.

Wow, it's great to see that you are well and healthy.

I hope things are good.

How come I never saw you while I was in C&C?

I had a huge studio on 13th street in the westside man.

I always thought you would come around and say hey..

Or had you moved by then?

My spirituality?

Yeah I Matured, I've always believed in God, it just took me to make it and have all my dreams come true and experiance life good & bad, poor & rich to see what's really up.

I know and most importantly accepted the truth now.

We can talk about it anytime.

I have a big family now 4 kids!!!

Everything is good, I had taken 7 years off when my partner passed away, ended up creating this big family and then went back to work 4 years ago with a group I had created called MVP( most valuable playas) had to hits in Europe with them and then took off another year, now I'm back for a few years with this new girl to maybe do another 5 years and then I'm done..

Anyway stay in touch...

You remember my cousin Ricky Crespo?

He's here in facebook, I think he hung with us back then?

anyway, i just wanted to preserve this in my records. i spoze i should add this to my timeline on hitchhiker. but i'm gonna have to wait until i get some bud. it'll be better to embellish the story, add more to some memories i have of that time period. so until then, i'll be crawlin and searchin for more people/places in my life.

social networking and watching syfy

are the two possibly related?

this pisses me off to no end

someone's fuckn with dns, because www.facebook.com produces the front page to the washington post. www.twitter.com produces a 404 - page not found.

whoever is behind this, i jus got one thing to say to your sad sorry ass: GROW THE FUCK UP.

well tnt, you've hit a double tonite

watched cold case, and heard another song that tags at my heartstrings, count your lucky stars tonite.

that's a double header from tnt tonite. way to go guys.

on edit: well, turner, you got me tonite. i'll say that. not only did you do saving grace, and i only got to see :28 minutes of it, but then you had cold case, and heard count your stars or whatever it's called, but i saw the rest of 8 mile, emenim's debut, which turned out like all goosebumpy because i remember us playing the nigga clubs, not in detroit, but in new york, and some of those scenes brought back a LOT of memories. so, i'm heading to bed 4 hours later than i usually do, and it's all due to tnt/tbs programming. way to go.

NOW DAMMIT, SAVE GRACE FOR SYNDICATION!

hellya

i've replayed that theme to saving grace at least a dozen times.

and i'm still rock hard.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vxu21fYnKMw

the final episodes of saving grace

are starting right now, and in celebration of this one hit wonderkind, i give you the lyrics by everlast:

One time around the block
Two times around the clock
Three times, don't cross the little lady (lady)

So pretty and, oh, so bold
Got a heart full of gold on a lonely road
She said, "I don't even think that God can save me" (save me)

(Am I) gainin' ground
(Am I) losin' face
(Have I) lost and found my saving grace
Thankful for the gift my angels gave me

Born alone, we die alone
'n' I'm just sittin' here by the phone
Waitin' for the Lord to send my callin'

Street wise from the boulevard
Jesus only knows that she tries too hard
She's only tryin' to keep the sky from fallin'

Any man who says it's Heaven and Hell
Prob'ly got somethin' useless to sell
You ask me if I'm saved, but what's it to ya?

Blow a quarter, cop another eight
You're runnin' out of high, you're losin' your faith
Throw your hands up and scream, "Hallelujah"

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Amen

One time around the sun
Another year older and my work ain't done
It's time for me to write the final chapter (chapter)

Deal the cards and roll the dice
Sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll are my only vice
Tryin' to figure out just what's here after (here after)

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Amen

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vxu21fYnKMw

i second that emotion: A MEN!

woah boyyyyy

http://penis.farpoint.org/diary.htm

naming of the new laptop

]]]]]]65`]=187h6sw2q 1`i'd like to present to the world, my baby, TORSO. one bad ass machine and definitely worthy of the name.

the dictionary lists torso as:

Main Entry: tor·so

Pronunciation: \ˈtȯr-(ˌ)sō\

Function: noun

Inflected Form(s): plural torsos or tor·si \ˈtȯr-ˌsē\

Etymology: Italian, literally, stalk, from Latin thyrsus stalk, thyrsus (ooh, the greek god of wine)

Date: 1722

1 : a sculptured representation of the trunk of a human body
2 : something (as a piece of writing) that is mutilated or left unfinished
3 : the human trunk

the human trunk. that sounds about right.

xfiles trivia mulder scully kiss

in an x-files adventure, called "triangle", mulder and scully actually kiss aboard an old english cruise ship that suddenly appears out of nowhere in the bermuda triangle. i think it's the only time they kiss. so for all you trivia fans out there, especially those of you who like x-files, i'll let ya have this one. it was all a dream anyway, so maybe in real life, they have yet to taste each other. it's also the episode where he actually tells scully he loves her. and they leave it at that.

update: it appears that mulder and scully have in fact kissed, OFF the set. here's the pics to prove it -----> http://www.tvchitchat.net/xf2-news-mulder-and-scully-kiss-pics/

my dream machine

would be the one i have.

although, i wouldn't turn down a i7.

a paragraph from my diary

a paragraph from my diary:and damnnit all, I’[m suffering from these hiccups. they’re brginging up shit from tummy. I’m trying to make them go away. now that they’re gone. yes, time elapsed: 2 seconds. it’s all in the head.

http://www.facebook.com/iyam.leQ should be in a hotkey.

who needs apps

when you have webapps that'll do the job for ya, for free? i wanted to record the theme song for warehouse 13. the problem was my audio system was set up and plugged into my mac, which is out of commission right now. so rather than rewire everything to get audio into my laptop, i found a site on the web that has the tune for me, all queued up and ready to go.

http://www.televisiontunes.com/Warehouse_13.html

and while i was there, i checked out whether they really had the goods, and sure enough, they did. the lost in space theme song - 3rd season (1967), in its entirety. this was the very first song i learned on the piano, my piano that my parents gave me for first communion, and without music, which turned my music teacher on (sister damien, st. joe, 1967).

http://www.televisiontunes.com/Lost_in_Space_-_3rd_Season.html

hell, i invite each and everyone of you to play the included game of NAME THAT TUNE, er showtune. i scored 289. and i thought i did well. post your score if you play. so g'head and have some fun.

http://www.televisiontunes.com

see? the way i see it, is want to watch tv, interact with whatever is being shown, ande have the ability to order direcdtly with one button. htat should be standazrd on all video/audio systems.

my last diary entry

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well, son of a bitch. I fell asleep on the couch, and woke up freezing my ass, and it’s pitch black except for the tv. thinking it’s been on all night I shut it off. then I take apiss before heading to bed, thinking I could jus call vino ramon and leave a message the my pilot light wenet out and I couldn’t get it backi lit until my cousin woke up to go to work. anuyway, I’ve ben trying to call down to vino's office for the laswt half hour, and getting nobody, including the numbers I HAD, to answer. then I would have gone to be, had it not been for my need to write an entry in my diary. so I do to pull up the diary, and the day field was still marked for monday. then it dawnd o me to look at the clock on my taskbar, and sure enough it was PM, not am. fucin b9itch. I’m not late and can stay up for a while longer., and fix something nice to eat. anuyway, that’s my funny story for the day.

Avoir une bonne
année mes amis
Tienen un feliz año nuevo a Mis amigos
Έχουν μια καλή χρονιά στους φίλους μου
Have a Happy New Year my friends
Hanno un felice anno nuovo miei amici

ةلي اصدقاء "سنة جديدة سعيدة

gelukkig nieuw jaar iedereen
gelukkige nuwe jaar vir almal.

سنة جديدة سعيدة الجميع

шчаслівыя кожны новы год
大家新年快樂年
gelukkig nieuw jaar iedereen
maligaya bagong taon sa lahat
खुश नया साल सबके
boldog új év mindenkinek
felice anno nuovo a tutti
幸せな、新しい年の皆
모두들 해피 뉴 년
kuntenti snin ġodda kulħadd

همه خوشحال سال

todos feliz ano novo
счастливы каждый новый год

Сретна нова година свима

feliz año nuevo a todos

furaha miaka mpya kila

Gott nytt år alla

ทุก คน ปี ใหม่ สุข

Happy New Years herkes

vui mừng năm mới tất cả mọi người

גליקלעך נייַ יאָר אַלעמען

head uut aastat kõigile

feliç any nou a tots

Честита Нова година всички

šťastný nový roky všichni

immortality, part 1.

i have an idea for a book. or a movie, or both.

a story about some boy, who grows up and has experienced a horrible accident, that ruined his face. he goes about daily life as if one had been declared dead, then alive, but not well.

and then the opportunity of a century arrived. decked out in holiday uniform, the boy, almost 18 now, so really, a young man, is propositioned to become a robotic individual. much like data from star trek. the next generation. he would gain immortal properties, and would never have to look at death the same way again.

iow, the ability to die over and over. what that must feel like. when breathing normal air.

think this would be a movie you'd pay $10 to go see?

leave a comment then.

unles yer scared.

oy ya. happy holidays. and all that stuff.

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to each and every one of you. even if you don't celebrate the holiday, enjoy it anyway.

twitpic ... sounds like a picture of a pussy. but no...

Email your photos to the address below:

quasara.3242@twitpic.com

( TIP: add this email into your phone's address book as TwitPic )

the specs for my new machine

it should be here in the morning. what a way to wake up, huh.

1 SATELLITE P500-ST6822 SATELLITE P500-ST6822

Mfg part #: PSPG8U-0M7021

Serial#: Z9062317W

SATELLITE P500-ST6822 SATELLITE P500-ST6822

GFX0062 NVIDIA GFORCE GT 230M WITH 1GB

HDD0061 320GB HDD 7200RPM SERIAL-ATA

HDD20004 NO 2ND HDD

KEY0008 GLOSSY BLACK US LED

LAN0002 10/100/1000 GIGABIT ETHERNET

LCD0074 18.4"TRUBRITE TFT LCD DISPLAY

MEM0080 4096MB (2048MBX2) 800MHZ

ODD0011 BLU-RAY DISC WITH SUPERMULTI

OS0111 WINDOWS 7 PROFESSIONAL 64-BIT

PCB0019 PCBA TYPE B

APP0025 NO MICROSOFT OFFICE SUITE INST

SEC0004 FINGERPRINT READER AND TOSHIBA

SPKR0001 HARMAN KARDON SPEAKERS

WARR0001 1 YEAR STANDARD WARRANTY

BAT0001 6 CELL BATTERY

CAM0005 INTEGRATED WEBCAM AND MIC

COLOR0023 FUSION? FINISH SONIC

COM10044 REALTEK 802.11B/G/N WIRELESLAN

COM20018 BLUETOOTH-2.1-+EDR-BCM2046

CPU0252 INTEL CORE 2 DUO T9600

DVICE0003 MODEM/LAN

making new memories

i'm watching this ice spider movie on syfy. it's corny as hell. has stephen chanell or is it 2 n's? i cant tell. perty soon tho, that wont be a problem as i'll have lighted keyboard. i need that motr than i need anything else. smf ur/ sjhot/ shit. i cant type on the home row keyboard any more thyan i can spot type anything else. once i have my keys made, i'm p0erty good about getting typinig done. at least self correcting really comes in handy. and this one self corrects, no? or does word do that? i dont hink i'm jusing word. i'm using whatever the browser is making me use. google. pro9babloy google docs. isnt google blogspot? i think so.

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well, shit. this should be my diary. i'm typiong like it is. so who knows. ok, i dont think it's online yet.

nope. %2312%

well, shit, it's 11 twelve.

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the premise of this movie isn't all that far fetched when you think about it. really. ice spiders? it all makes sense. to tell you the truth. really. take silk for instance. like she said on the tv. it's lightweightk, stronger than steell. and a fraction of the cost to produce. quality control is where the money is made. but silk. it should be a commodity.

or is it? hm

HEY FACEBOOK, LISTEN UP

I'VE ABOUT HAD IT WITH YOU. so PISS OFF.

finally got the answer to the mouse moving erratically

lately i've been having problems with my mouse moving erratically around the screen, all by itself, simply by typing in any window. it was as if every keystroke would pull the mouse a certain way. and it was getting bad. it would jump into another window and then whatever i was typing in ONE window, it would appear where the cursor landed up in another window. suffice it to say, it was getting very annoying. i have a bluetooth mouse now, but it would happen with the previous mouse, which was wireless with a usb receiver plugged in, and regardless if i disabled the touchpad, or unchecked some of the settings that were suggested in other posts on the internet. but nothing truly worked.

well, i think i found a way of restricting the mouse to move outside the active window. in my touchpad control panel (in mouse control panel, a tab page is available for these settings), restrict the mouse from moving outside of the active window. voila. no more typing in other windowss. or at least it doesn't seem as erratic as it used to be. it's better managed, even though it's still a problem, it's the lesser of two evils shall we say. but give that a shot and see if you don't find some relief. good luck.

oh, i jus HAD to save this for later

cock competition on facebook

it's that feeling you get when you match the temperature with the person on the phone. who is going to give you. her idea of the temperature (outside)

yes. hrmph

a view from the top

i feel like i'm on top of the world, looking down at a planet so blue and rich with life. then i wake up. and that's when reality settles in for a long stay. spoze to be a cold winter this year. i've done my part, and bought some longjohns. hopefully the boots i bought back in 89 still fit. they did last year, and i only gained about 10 lbs since. it's amazing, i weigh in a healty 185 range, give or take a few ounces.

ya, i've gained some weight, and i really don't understand where it came from ... my diet isn't at all conducive to weight gain. although i do love my ice cream. but still, the amount of food i put away is nothing compared to what i would eat 5 years ago. i used to make meals with bread, butter, salad/soup, entree with potatoes and vegetables with my steak or hamburger(i'd make fries instead). but pittance of what i used to eat. i wish the doctors would have some answers for me, but they don't.

they can't explain my counts, they can't explain my weight gain, and they are noticeably silent when i ask them about that week i stayed in st. mary's up there the middle of april. i tell ya, to this day, i can't remembedr opne iota of my time in that hospital. nothing comes to mind when i see pictures of it in rochester mayo. i've quizzed my doctor about it, and he just mumlbes that everything went fine and i passed all my tests. yet they werew unable to give me a diagnosis. that's the one thing that bothers me about rochester. there are a couple of other things that i'm disturbed about with them.

but this isn't a post about mayo. if ity was i'd be pressed to mention things that would require too much thinking on my part. and right now my mind is on writing about something else.

i'm happy about my invites to be friends are getting returned and accepted. thanks guys. youi've kept me from slamming society as a whole. i hope you enjoy yourselves with my wit, provided i can type reasonably well. i welcome all comments,. have always, but nobody reads what i type. there's theresa collins that seems to treat me well. she makes me happy and again doesn't lend herselve to play a bad part of society. she's got that truth from the heart thing going on. others, like linda, cole, jenny, and even ty. ty even referred to me as step dad, which almost gave me a hardon. if you'd see him, you would react as i.

some twety minutes later...

i think i'll close this now. i've about all out of poop for tonite., but i should get back into the habit of keeping this up to date more often than i have been ... a poopy post a day keeps the doctors away, yay hay.

-leQ

i'm writing this without the title being laid. it'll allow me to give it a good name. titles are important. they signify in a subtle way of what to expect. sometimes they do, and sometimes they don't. giving a piece a title means you're trying to exuberate the environment with sounds that are pleasing and inviting.

giving, say, a song its title. Happy Birthday. not only is it repeated twice as much as everything else, it's changing its audence from lacluster to glitterish. and since people have memorized the tune already, it would hardly be any effort to get them to sing it again. they know the song, so they'll sing along. and we'd have a very happy people in the end.

i don't know if i'm going to put a title to this. i wouldn't know what sorta words could describe this rant. out of nothing, comes nothing.

but if i do put a title to this post, i would need to let people know, but ya know what? i could wait and see if they too will come and sing along. it'd be interesting to see who comes out to watch this lasko going on and on and on and on and ON. speaking 120wpm. about getting free money. really. if you've never seen him, he's a hoot. but back to the topic at hand.

topics. their roll in the conversation between two or more people and one. i'm often that one in public. but what to call this rant. this post. this ...? i've run out of words. i'm sure there are some of you who could fill in the blank. this paragraph, if you will, will only be a mere 5 sentences long. long sentences, but only 5. i have a knack for making long long sentences. because if they knew ahead of time what the questions would be, they'll be prepared for how many? see, i'm not very good in math. i wonder if i couldn't type things out using the rhythm of external sources. just tapping my fingers on a keyboaerd, and pounding them at times to make sure they stay put. like they're going anywhere right? well, anyway, back to title. giving me a title to work on for 15 minutes is very gracious of you, ma'am. but i will understand if you couldn't get even 10? they're saying that they'd need 15x the going rate. of 15 i took it. so 15x15 -= 225. and hour? or how exactly is that supposed to work? for 225, an hour, i could give them their money's worth. but like, i almost totally forgot what the hell i was talking about. rewind.

even reading the post again, without the keying of the words into the system. cut i can barely keep up once i get going. there's kinda of a rhythm to these words' slap-hit. this cursor is moin allll over the place. right now i8t's sitting at the end of the line. but i can still use the practice. and now, what do i do? i reaally have no people skills.l not one at all. other than the face that i'm probably the most respectful person you'll erver meet. i can be. or i can choose a way-off=pad solution... for a discounted rate of course.

chicago 2009 stargate convention

well, i'm well rested and back home after a weekend of frolic and fun. conventioneering is a science. you have to know how to barter and bargain. and i went with a really nice kid - too young for my taste,, but we got along and had fun together. got somewhat drunk on friday night, spending $150+ in the hotel bar. another 100 on dinner in the hotel. so saturday wasn't me in my fineness. but we did enjoy going to dinner at maggiano's, and then playing pool in a neighborhood gay bar. where we played pool, and drank beer/cherry coke (he was driving so no drinking for him). we got back to the hotel, and just chilled out. i did a pipe, and that had me sleeping within 10 minutes. then sunday was the day to check out, sober up, and finish the convention with a photo op with the star of stargate atlantis, joe flannigan. joe, you were the highlight of my time. thank you.

so all in all, i think we had a good time. it was jake's first time in a gay bar. it was my first time spending a 150 bux in one night. we got lost on the drive back. ended up in madison wisconsin, but it really wasn't much out of our way. in fact, it was almost as close as the regular drive on hwy. 20. we took 18 accross iowa, and half of wisconsin. we put on 811 miles. and about 2.5 tanks of gas. so i'm back home and now i gotta clean diva's litter box, but stargate is on now, so i'll wait until that's over.